A day that is All About EX

"The best thing about life is that you can always start over. No matter how bad yesterday is, tomorrow is always a fresh start. Just let the scars of yesterday justify how and who you are now. It is only with tears that we can conquer fears. We have to experience pain to diffrentiate sane form insane. And we have to live, to love, and to get hurt, so we could understand and appreciate that its the things we take for granted that matter the most."

yan ang nobelang text message ng aking mahal ko pa ring ex-girlfriend. I dont totally agree don sa laman ng message nya pero at this point I dont want to argue. hahaha. Di ko alam kung bakit ako naalalang i-text gayung medyo matagal tagal na din kaming walang communication, matagal tagal as in mga 2 weeks? di lang ako sure, hahaha. Though we remained as good friends, me choice ba ako? medyo iniiwasan ko na mag communicate sa kanya sa kadahilanang she is now involve with someone. OUCH!!!. Yoko namang isipin ng present guy nya na umeepal pa din ako sa kanya. PRIDE much. bakit ba?...

pagbukas ko naman ng pc, me konek pa din sa kanya kasi while tsekin youtube, by accident and for some strange reason nakita ko naman to. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ayFGxPZ2pN8.

haissssssst anong meron sa araw na to at puro naman ata patama sa akin. Well whatever it is, bahala na. Bahala na kasi di ko pa talaga alam. Magulo as I am pa din si ako.

Time to move on. yeah move on. Yan ang pamatay na linya ko sa para sa sarili ko. I started the process na. Kala ko madali lang pero di pala, kasi panahong akala mo okey ka na, saka mo malalaman na di pa pala, I mean, kala mo you totally moved on pero di pa. I had moved on pero di pa talaga sya total. With honesty and humility, I must admit di pa talaga totally moved on si ako. Forget the pride pero yon ang totoo. Kelangan ko kalimutan muna yong pride, kasi part yon ng process. Sabi ko nga sa last entry ko. Ang pride parang panty, pag di mo binaba, walang mangyayari! make sense? :-)