crazy friends and a hobbit...

"tama naman siguro sabi ng mga friends ko, we have to give space sa bawat isa, You too is hurting as much as I am, and how selfish I am, to think of myself alone. For now, do what makes u happy, while I am tryin to talk to my Lord, why He let this things happen on me. If its really goodbye, we(I) have nothin to do but accept this fact.Tnx and I will always pray for  your happiness more than mine." 

ayan ang nobelang text ko sa babaeng naging parte ng buhay ko for seven long years. Finally its over and finally its killing me softly parang kanta lang. It was really so hard while I am about to send this message and I pull all the courage, gathered all the stars in the universe to be brave enough to do things what it seems to be right.

Pero di ito ang topic natin sa ngayun. Melodramatic no more. I would like to share the funny things happened while some friends tried to comfort this broken soul.

First on the list, its all about my SFC friends, Des and Lors. this two amazing sisters in SFC community is whom I considered im most comfortable with. Etong  dalawang parang timang ang nakiiyak sa akin. Sa kanila ko kasi unang sinabi. Masaya din naman pala minsang umiyak kung me kasama ka, masubukan ngang yon ang gawing TRIP minsan pag walang magawa. Des had her "droplet" of tears at utang ko yon sa kanya hahahaha. No worries Ill give a bucketful of tears pag ako kelangan mo. Kay Lorz, kakatuwa, the certified timangerz na kakilala ko. Hoping maging madre(seryoso) ayaw lang ng family nya. lorz is crying much pero nakatawa, grrrrrrrr hahahhaha kaw na lang maiinis sa kanya kasi parang Jordan river na ang agos ng luha pero bungisngis pa din. 

Since I cant sleep last nyt, I decided na lumabas at tumambay sa D' mall de boracay near hobbit house. Taena close na lahat ng establishements and when this staff of hobbit house passed by me, akalain mo ba naman killing me softly ang kanta, coincedence that was. and the line he spilled just in front of me was " killing me softly with his song, kiling me softly" waaaaaahhhh si kuya naman eh nananadya. 

Hays. i decided to change my relationship status sa FB. dami naman nag react, me nag pm, me nag comment me nag like. Tae naman, broke na nga like pa waaaaaahhhhh. hahahahahha. Or maybe nag like like yon kasi single na ko ulit. Hmmmm smells sumtin baka me mga hidden agenda sila, may mga hidden pagnanasa? LOL.

o sya nauubusan na ako ng thought. im just trying to make things lighter. And on the serious note I am still talking to my Lord what went wrong and why. Medyo madami dami akong tanong at the moment pero no hurry naman kasi all along I always believ HE knows the best reasons ans the right timing for everythin...