As this soul is in its coping stage, and while in his darkest moment in the history of his not so successful love tale, there are crazy and good things that he just realize. He had never imagined that pain can destroy his system and the way things he should be done. He knows what to do, yet he opted doing otherwise because he is having hard time of letting go of something and someone. His mind exactly know where to stand on the situation like where he is now, yet his broken heart brings him to the opposite side of the fence.
Mind over heart, or, heart over mind?
Confusing. Complicated. Debatable. He make it hard for himself. He prefers to experience such pain in order to overcome it. He had to, in order to appreciate the true meaning of love. For him true love never ends. Somehow you have to let go, but how?
Many tried to comfort this soul. Some so sincere, some are not. He knows his friends better. Letting go, may seem so hard at the moment, yet he knows it's the best he could do to start heal a bleeding heart. How would someone start moving-on, if he could not let go of things? He may seem so down, he may seem dysfunctional, but he is still alive. He is in pain which remind him he's alive and he has life. He should regain his momentum to be the person he was. Hurting. He is now at rest, but no quiting. Rest in peace and in pieces.
Soon, he will get better. After the storm, the sun will again shine. Beyond the darkest clouds is a promise that the sun will shine again and bring new life to everyone who was in darkness. Yes, maybe he had been in the darkest moment in his life, but with those moment, he see light better. In his darkest night, he see the brightest stars in the sky. In his darkest nights, he see his own star, the star that guided him throughout, his LORD.
Now on he is on the healing process. Yes it's a process. No one knows how long would it be. But he will be healed soon. It may be sooner than he think or it may be even longer, but he is holding on. Holding on, not to the situation, holding on not to his pain, holding on, not to things he could not understand but holding on to the promise of healing, the promise of his Lord. He now trust, he depend and he surrender. He trust not himself. He depend not on his capacity. He surrender not on the situation. He TRUST, HE DEPEND HE SURRENDER only to his GOOD and MIGHTY SAVIOR, his forever GOOD LORD.
Now he find himself on bended knees. Tears rolling down his cheek. Pain is still there.He is now ready for the process. He has now the heart. Fragile it may seem, but he has a heart. In his darkest night he hopes that when he wakes up, he will have the brightest morning.Yes he will have it and he claimed it, because it was promised to him. He is starting to pick up his pieces. Soon he will finally REST in PEACE.