BAD ME, wag tularan

Paalala: para sa mga bata at nakukunwaring bata, wag tularan. Ang ginawa ko ay masama pero nakakatuwa (at least sa akin) pero sa iba, HINDI!!! Kung sakaling gusto mo pa ding gawin, nasa sa iyo na din yan pero wag kalimutang ang inyong lingkod ay may paunang paalala :-)

"OO, ikaw ang suspect. Pinablotter ka nila. Narinig ko din sa radyo at sa kapitbahay na ikaw nga ang suspect"

Yan ang text message na pinadala ko sa lahat ng kaibigan ko. Lahat ata kaibigan ko sa contact list ko ay pinadalhan ko nga ganyang message. Ang dahilan? wala lang, trip lang. Ang sama ko. hahahha.

Ang message ay talagang walang kwenta. Pero higit don, ang nakakatuwa ay ang reply ng mga kaibigan ko. Majority ng reply ay "ha?". Siguro mahigit sa 13 friends ko eh yon ang reply. Pero ang talagang nag stand-out ay ang matagal ko ng kaibigan na di ko na papangalanan. hahahah. Ang reply nya ay kung anong kaso daw ba kasi wala naman talaga syang nagawa. Kahit sinabi ko nang wala, joke lang yon eh nagpupumilit ang kumag. Sabi ko, malamang may ginawa nga tong mokong na to kaya't kahit ayoko, sinakyan ko ang kwento nya hanngang nong bandang huli eh nagconfess ang loko. Ang malala, nagconfess ang loko pero yong inaakala nyan krimeng kanyang nagawa ay sobrang laki na pero kung tutuusin eh wala naman talaga. Adik lang talaga si loko at may pag ka praning hanggang sa sinabi kong wala naman talaga, na ang text message ko eh bunga lang ng isang matinding boredom.

Paalala: para sa mga bata at nakukunwaring bata, wag tularan. Ang ginawa ko ay masama pero nakakatuwa (at least sa akin) pero sa iba, HINDI!!! Kung sakaling gusto mo pa ding gawin, nasa sa iyo na din yan pero wag kalimutang ang inyong lingkod ay may paunang paalala :-)

"OO, ikaw ang suspect. Pinablotter ka nila. Narinig ko din sa radyo at sa kapitbahay na ikaw nga ang suspect"

Yan ang text message na pinadala ko sa lahat ng kaibigan ko. Lahat ata kaibigan ko sa contact list ko ay pinadalhan ko nga ganyang message. Ang dahilan? wala lang, trip lang. Ang sama ko. hahahha.

Ang message ay talagang walang kwenta. Pero higit don, ang nakakatuwa ay ang reply ng mga kaibigan ko. Majority ng reply ay "ha?". Siguro mahigit sa 13 friends ko eh yon ang reply. Pero ang talagang nag stand-out ay ang matagal ko ng kaibigan na di ko na papangalanan. hahahah. Ang reply nya ay kung anong kaso daw ba kasi wala naman talaga syang nagawa. Kahit sinabi ko nang wala,

Sa kabuuan, ang mensahing yaon ay di naman talaga pinansin, liban lang sa ilang mga kaibigan nakakatuwa ang reaksyon. Ikaw, anong kwento mo na pinag tripan mo ang kaibigan mo?

why?

Party people around him.

Tequila on his left hand, his phone on the right

Boracay breeze.

 Almost a perfect night.

Almost...

 The one he loves just broke with him.

Where is she?

Those stars.

The music.

The drinks

The dancefloor...

He's tipsy...

No, he's drunk...

Someone pulls him off..

KISSED and HUGGED

and when he opened his eyes..

it's SHE..

She takes him home

and said goodbye...

yeah, GOODBYE...

tears...

Noon, Ngayon at Bukas

Noon Masaya ako sa tuwing nakikita ka. Di tayo magkakilala. Kahit sabihing marami tayong common friends pero we never had a chance to introduce ourselves to each other. Im into a relationship then, I dont know if you too, perhaps you are since have this thing na "you got it all" package deal ika nga. Kaya nga siguro di kita pinapansin noon kahit alam kong tumitibok-tibok si hearty ko sa tuwing nakikita ka, kasi nag-aalangan ako. Somehow and at some unexpected places, we're introduced twice by our common friends. First was when we bump on you from a supermarket. Yeah, masaya ako non, subrang masaya. I could even remember vividly what you're wearing at that time, even the way you reach my hand for a handshake, and even the way you say goodbye when we finally parted our ways. Adik na pero "kinilig" ako that time. Akala ko high school lang ang kinikilig pero hindi pala. You had your way of making me kilig. The second was when Im on my way home with another friend from a dinner, 'twas not so dark night, just in front of a laundry shop, lights from a nearby bar and establishements adds a romantic feel, kilig mode again. We just talk a bit and again we bade our goodbyes. I had just know that you're not better at that time. I had just know that theres something wrong in your health and I worried. OA pero thats true. And everytime I see you somewhere, di mo ko pinapansin. It makes me sad, really sad. I just told myself that you really don like me huh!.. Okey, if you dont, I wont forced myself. Who is me? Im just an acquintance, right?

NGAYON We finally know each other for a quite sometime now. You know my name na, unlike before na lagi mo nakakalimutan. Nagtetext ka na din at napapatawag pa  minsan. We hang out and we talk anything. Nagagawa na nating mag-asaran. Kilig pa din ako pag naglalambing ka. We do things that is not normally done by FRIENDS. Yeah, were just friend. Kasi naman you came late. When I was at my lowest point in my life, 'twas when me and my ex decided to end up our seven years of being together, I look for some friends. I ran to them and I never thought of you. We're just acquintance then, right?And finally, I had found a friend who offered shoulder to cry on, an ear who listens to a melodramatic me, A friends who help me regained my composure. A person who taught and help bring back the old me. And since then, we had been together as best of friends, yes best and true friends. Circumstances and the constant outing we had taught the person to fall for me.. And yes, we are still togethere until now, as friends and I want to remained it that way. And now, I almost see you every now and then. We spend much time that I tend to forget that I might be hurting someone because of being so close to you. Yeah, that person got jealous of you. And you too got jealous of that same person. It makes me sad and my life is so complicated. I dont want to lose you my friend and I dont to hurt the person who give my life back. Ang gulo ko, ang gulo natin. Bakit ganon?

BUKAS I really dont know whats in store for all of us. I hope that everything will just fall into its right places. I hope things would be as fine as before. I hope. I hope We all realize the value of friendship. We are all friends. All of us, the three of us. Please let us remained it that way......

A day that is All About EX

"The best thing about life is that you can always start over. No matter how bad yesterday is, tomorrow is always a fresh start. Just let the scars of yesterday justify how and who you are now. It is only with tears that we can conquer fears. We have to experience pain to diffrentiate sane form insane. And we have to live, to love, and to get hurt, so we could understand and appreciate that its the things we take for granted that matter the most."

yan ang nobelang text message ng aking mahal ko pa ring ex-girlfriend. I dont totally agree don sa laman ng message nya pero at this point I dont want to argue. hahaha. Di ko alam kung bakit ako naalalang i-text gayung medyo matagal tagal na din kaming walang communication, matagal tagal as in mga 2 weeks? di lang ako sure, hahaha. Though we remained as good friends, me choice ba ako? medyo iniiwasan ko na mag communicate sa kanya sa kadahilanang she is now involve with someone. OUCH!!!. Yoko namang isipin ng present guy nya na umeepal pa din ako sa kanya. PRIDE much. bakit ba?...

pagbukas ko naman ng pc, me konek pa din sa kanya kasi while tsekin youtube, by accident and for some strange reason nakita ko naman to. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ayFGxPZ2pN8.

haissssssst anong meron sa araw na to at puro naman ata patama sa akin. Well whatever it is, bahala na. Bahala na kasi di ko pa talaga alam. Magulo as I am pa din si ako.

Time to move on. yeah move on. Yan ang pamatay na linya ko sa para sa sarili ko. I started the process na. Kala ko madali lang pero di pala, kasi panahong akala mo okey ka na, saka mo malalaman na di pa pala, I mean, kala mo you totally moved on pero di pa. I had moved on pero di pa talaga sya total. With honesty and humility, I must admit di pa talaga totally moved on si ako. Forget the pride pero yon ang totoo. Kelangan ko kalimutan muna yong pride, kasi part yon ng process. Sabi ko nga sa last entry ko. Ang pride parang panty, pag di mo binaba, walang mangyayari! make sense? :-)

Random Thoughts

whew.... june na naman. taglibog este tag-ulan na naman. medyo matagal tagal din ako walang post sa kadahilanag sobrang kunwari busy si ako. Kaya pagsamasamasahin ko na lang sa isang post na to. Madami dami ang nakakatuwang nagyari at meron din namang nakakabadtrip. May paulit ulit at may bago.

FERNtastic vacation:

I had again my bonggang trip to Manila para mag attend ng Personal Awareness and Leadership Seminar (PALS) sa head office ng FERN Inc. Bongga sya kasi sa investment ko na 3,000.00 eh kahit pano afford na ang plane ticket at taxi. LOLZ yabangz. Sa previous blog ko, sinabi ko na para akong tangang palaka kasi di ko kabisado ang Metro, kaya ayun taxi taxihan ang drama ko. Nagkunwari akong sanay sa Manila kay mamang taxi driver, sa isip ko kasi baka iikot ikot ako like a ferris wheel kung mabuking nyang galing ako sa isla, kaya nong tinanong nya ako kung saan dadaan, kala ko mabubuking na ako. One time, si mamang taxi driver nagkuwento about the holdapan na naexperience nya, kinig kinig naman ako pero nginig nginig ang tuhod ko, hahahaha. All in all nice naman sya kasi worth it ang seminar. Sobrang swerte lang ako sa FERN kasi may sideline na ako, natulungan pa akong sa Personal Growth ko. I had the oppurtunity to do my business and had fun meeting people. For students, wife, husbands, jobless and anyone who wants an extra income I encourage you to try being a FERN distributor. For inquiries you can e-mail me sa addy ko sa taas.

FACEBOOK Status

Napapansin nyo ba mga status ng friend nyu sa FB? Paiba-iba. May galit, may happy, may qoutes, may parinig, may mali ang gramar at spelling etc. etc.... Lately I refrain posting status updates and if I do, I choose to post yong kahit pano eh may sense and positive naman ang mensahe. sabi nga, your facebook page reflects the kind of person you are. May mga friend tayu sa FB na magpopost ng updates,sya ang unang mag like sa sarili nyang post at sya din una magcomment. adik!!! hahahah

ON MATTERS OF the HEART

Love for no reason. Love because you love. Mahalin natin ang taong mahal natin dahil mahal talaga natin sila. Di tayo dapat magmahal para mahalin din nila tayu pabalik. Unconditional love ika nga. I remember a conversation from a friend. Sabi nya, kung magmahal daw tayu, dapat walang rason, kasi pano na pag nawala na yong reason na yon? Ibig bang sabihin non di na natin sila mamahalin. Halimbawa mahal mo sya kasi "cute" sya, pano pag di na sya cute? haaaaaayyyyyssssss....

On PRIDE

This wont bring us good most of the time. Somehow kelangan din naman natin magkaroon ng pride to know our worth but most of the time, sa pakikipag relasyon, not neccesarilly romantic relationship, we have to set aside this unhealthy attitude. Ang pride parang panty, pag di mo ibinaba, walang mangyayari!!! joke as it may seem but it makes sense :-)

AT WORK

Im supposed to be used at it pero at time, I am caught off guarded and ended up being tuliro. The more you do your job (audit) more you earn frenemies, lalo na yong sing taas ng ng twin tower ang pride nila. Again, my principle is "I wont apologize for doing my job" It may sound not so good but I guess ganun talaga. :-)

BLOG

Amazed lang ako kasi yong dati kong title ng blog na "DENGUErous BLOG" eh gamit na ng iba. pati pag type at apslock ng letter parehong pareho. Nakakagulat kasi wala pang isang araw when I change my title at addy nagamit na agad iba. hmmmmm....

so far yon lang muna....

till next time :-)